hello world !

welcome to my webbed site!! its still very under construction hehe, but feel free to take a look around the place!!

my name is maxx hawkins!! this is my site where i talk openly about my mental health, the highs, the lows, the rodeos! i'm currently 21 years old, use they/pog pronouns, and have a whole lot wrong with me. and that's okay!!

trigger warnings for this site include but are not limited to:

but don't touch that dial! it's not all doom and gloom! i intend to talk about my good days too!! i like to think we're all capable of having good days, no matter what our brain chemistry would like to tell us. i started this blog in 2025 after a relapse, and once AGAIN started it in 2026 after another relapse. i want this to be a place to help others feel comfy talking about their mental health!